>>>un_ending_lies

::LIFE::
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ELEMENTARY::

i always thought about life, as book. where you are given the chance to write your own story, and make the most of what you have. believing that there is a God to fear, that destiny exist and fate and reality are two of the realization i have to face. I believed, for the longest of time, that things happen for a reason, and that nothing in this world was a coincidence. my line of thought seemed rather farthest than of those in my age and my grade, but hey its just the way i looked in life. believing that things will always stay the same, no matter what the circumstances maybe, everything will be alright no matter how big the mess may have happened and occured, and most importantly i had a very strong positive outlook in life since i had my anime and imagination to satisfy my fantasy and dreams.

HighSchool::
the very moment i had my feet planted on the school grounds of De lasalle lipa. my heart went totally wild. i wanted things to go better in my high school life, i wanted everything to fall into place, i always planned, i always schemed, i always looked forward to something.believing that in every hardship, it will always be rewarded, in every truth it will be given the same. but, then i was amazed to find love when i wasn't thinking, to find friends when i wasn't looking and to find enemies when i wasn't trying. there was just a part of me when i was in elementary that they never wanted, and i should have kept all these years because it was the only thing i held for a treasure to keep. if only i had been stronger enough to keep that happy, positive, perky and sweet side of me. i wouldn't be in this mess that i am right now. but, then i learned it all in my high school life, that a friend once told me before me parted ways that "things change and people do so too..." from then on, i never realize until i finally felt what she had meant. it wasn't just me who had the problem but, it was also the people around me. i guess i was just young back then, not being able to hold strong of what i believed to be my philosophy in life. but, at least although somethings in my heart and mind had change, there were things left untacted, and that was to believe that if you give kindness, it will always be rewarded back.

College::

>>from the very first time i sat foot here in manila, everything i stood for, i had always reminded myself of the sweetness and bitterness of my past, for there were no more sweet memories to grab hold of a destiny untold. fate was calling my name, and i never even realize how stupid i was to let myself fall in a pit of darkness. i never learned so much, in a year i had strived hard to teach myself to be strong, to firmly believe but then in the end althouge i held on. i still manage to let go of my heart.


life::for me as of now, is a random thing. it is normal and abnormal at the same time. you find life, in the most unexpected places. you find nothing worth fighting for if you loose to what you believe, and that you should never let go of the people you held dear if you know that they will fall into the hands of someone who will only hurt them more than just a flick of a finger.

life, is like a domino played in a line, when turned down everything follows as it is.