♦HiStOriCaL BeTrAyAL♦

JOSHUA MARIZ R. PAGTALUNAN

he was my "FIRST LOVE". my "FIRST BHEST FRIEND"

this guy was the crap i was in_love with even before i was in_love with my first boyfriend.

If only i can turn back time and used my mind more than just had fun, i guess i wouldn't be in this mess. This guy who i trusted so much with all my heart, with all my life was the last guy on earth that i would ever even try to forgive. If you would ask me to Define betrayal and Traitor?

I'd give you his Name. He Will forever BE in my Death List!

do i have the REASONS TO BE ANGRY, TO BE MAD, TO BE FURIOUS?

YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know it was wrong to trust too much, but MAN this was one hell of a trust i'd never give back.

along time ago, i learned how to love, how to value a friend too much, how to sacrifice almost everything i have just to make that "special someone happy" but, then in the end he ended up Hurting me as BADLY as no one had ever DONE it to me. i guess he is the Very First person who i will never ever forget. Even if i do learned to forgive that person, i think i would just never learn to forget what wrong he has done. because of this, the course of my life has forever changed. the times i spent thinking of you was in great pain and misery when i believed in every word you had said to me. while you told me you would take good care of me, even as a friend you would learn to value me. but, it was the biggest mistake i ever ever did. it was the biggest and loudest mistake i will never ever forget!

one word for you JOSHUA!

FUCK!

F- URY

U- NENDING

C-IRCLES

K -ILLS

"DIE ASSHOLE DIE"